What he wrote on his Facebook page.
Sleep Mommy! Sweet smile on your face as you sleep the pain away,resting
in God's arms now, although in the ground your body lay. He needed
another angel in the Heavenly choir and that's why you had to go. As you
promised, you are still with us watching your children here below. I
never would have imagined the end would be like this, me comforting you.
Holding your hand, telling you not to worry was not an easy thing for
me to do. And even in your weakest hour you tried to comfort me too,
caressing my face, and calming my soul as only a mother can soothe. You
have always been there through the thick and the thin.
No matter what I've done, unconditionally you love never wavering. When I
told you of the mistakes I made and all the times people saw me
fall,you simply nodded and gently replied 'so have we all'. The key to
success is learning from the past. Ensuring a brighter future is now the
present task. A pillar of strength even until the end. Fighting all
life's battles, knowing it's triumphantly you would win, pushing me to
be the best that you know I can be.
Reminding me to keep the faith and allow God to lead me. Knowing it's
through Christ that I can do all things. And as He never makes a mistake
I will come through victoriously. I miss you more than these words
could ever say. The pain in my heart is from one unimaginable day. After
I cried all that I could; my eyes still shed countless more tears. And
when I try to sleep, I have nightmares of ten-thousand fears. I walk in
footsteps on an unsure path. My load feels so heavy I am not sure I will
last.
Silly though I may be I am afraid of life now that you're gone. Because
I've always had a mother. And Mommy, what about my sister and brother. I
wish you could have stayed just a little while longer, there's so much
left to do. I wonder if I prayed hard enough and if so, did they get
through.
Finding relief in knowing I will see you again someday soon. Remembering
all you taught me as my soul I continue to groom. I will walk in
footsteps you have walked before me ,seeing the path you walked lead
you, Mommy, straight into victory. So as you sleep Mommy, in the cradle
of the Lord, I am reassured of God's promises in His Holy Word.
I dream of the day when Heaven's gates open to receive me. And with your
smiling face and loving eyes, reunited once again I will be.
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